I Always Get What I Want

I’m just going to quote straight from my journal. The odd thing about this is that I had intended to do a dream analysis on a very vivid dream I’d had. My pen took over…

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

What if we designed this human existence?

What if we all said, “you know what would be great? An accelerated program!”
“Oooh…this is hard work!! I don’t know if we could handle it coming any faster.”
“Sure we can! We’ll give ourselves a potpourri of opportunities to go with the hardship.”
“I don’t know if that’ll do it. Evolution HURTS!!”
“Look, we’ll create a ton of ways for us to find our truth: science, religion, astrology, philosophy, nature and faith. That way, no matter your interests or proclivities you WILL find your way to deeper truth.”
But what if we fight about whose way is right?”
“Then, that will just give us more opportunity to practice what we need to practice.”
“Fighting?!?!?!”
“No, ….. surrendering. How can we get good at giving up the fight…and letting go of the struggle…without a struggle in the first place?”
“Oh!!! I get it and the more we give up the struggle the more we practice faith…Love…acceptance…non-resistance so we can all that deeper truth to emerge faster.”
“Yes. An accelerated course.”
“Let’s do it.”

There’s a huge part of me that feels like we asked for this limited human existence. Like we knew we needed it. I really like that notion. It’s empowering to me. If I chose this then not only am I getting everything I asked for but that’s also a beautiful, wonderful, incredible reason to be grateful…and feel abundant…GIDDY.

I’m always in the midst of exactly what I need or even WANT.

I ALWAYS get what I want!! <—-this part is underlined 3 times in my journal

We always get what we want.

We always get what we want.

And that’s it….the hard stuff, the slow stuff, the fast stuff, the easy stuff it is all working for me. Everything that comes at me is FOR me. I always get what I want.